Crosetti 10 Years Later

 I posted about an episode of the TV series: homicide: life on the street ten years ago. i was reviewing the blog entry and decided to revisit this.

I rewatched the last few minutes of the episode and yes I continued to feel the resonance in observing Pembleton being a one man honor guard but I discovered that another subplot of the episode that also sparked an emotional resonance in how Crosetti's partner was so sure that Crosetti must have been the victim of foul play because if he had been suicidal the partner would have seen the signs. However, the autopsy report indicated the presence of a number of different tranquilizers and anti-depressants in Crossetti's blood, not to mention a blood alcohol of .25 (over 3 times the legal limit). When this comes to light, the partner loses it and bursts into tears because he'd had no idea that his partner was that disturbed.

I consider this a good sign because it's resonating with my own sense of neglect in being aware of how other people are doing.